My Thoughts your Opinion

Before I left my country on september 18, 2006, I saw a beautiful advice carved on a slate
and decided to copy it. I was surprised that i had still had it, so i decided to post it on this blog,

Take time to think, It is the source of power
Take time to play,its the secret of perpetual youth
Take time to be friendly, it is the road to happiness
Take time, to work, it is the price of success
Take time to pray, it is the greatest power on earth
Take time to love and be loved, it is the way to God.

Quite often, we forget to say thank you, and to show appreciation for what we have accomplished with the help of others, even with a simple thank you and even lots of other things in life that adds positivity to our lives that have some how slipped us by. For this reason, I’m writing this post to say, thank mummy for your support, your undying belief in me. You were there to point the way when everything seem unachievable, you were there to watch me get well when i fell sick, and for all the endless sacrifices, sleepless nights you took to watch over me, Thank You. To my dad, for being there even when i saw no value, for trying to make me a better man, Thank You. To my brothers, for your countless advices, your support and for guiding my path, Thank You. To my friends, for your undying support, your encourage and advices, to make me better, Thank You. And to all those who contributed to my life in one way or another that I am missing out, Thank You. To God, for watching over me, for doing impossible things for me, for all the countless things you have done for me, I can’t say thank You enough, and will always continue to say thank you…

Some times in life, what we want we don’t get, what we don’t appreciate initially, we get. After my last post, i decided to think my actions through, after much though i realized that God wasn’t really the cause of my problem, i was. So i decided to take things simple and let life take its way.

For One I am happy I have concluded my exams for the semester. What the outcome may be, I can not tell, what will follow, I can not plan, but I do know that i’ll still move ahead. Now back to some of the events for the last few weeks, I managed to cart away some of my stuff, thanks to my friends, who were there when I needed them the most, and now I’m back to the rebuilding stage again, where i get to get use to my new environment, adjust my way of life, and then get to grow up some more.

Oh, i did forget to tell why I really loved and appreciate the Gawai festival. For one I was able to prove to my self that not every thing seems to be as it appears to be, and I couldn’t help but envy the love with which the families use to come together and celebrate thanks giving, welcome visitors and even in the face of certain pagan ways, they are still able to appreciate God and say thank you. Wow, it really is amazing! To some extent some one I now see as friend still miss-interprets my intentions as a foe. well I guess I have little to say in this case, funny enough they don’t even have a legit reason. Yap, before I forget, how come all the guys who go for a girl some times gets tossed away, and the girls who are tripping gets overlooked? Well I guess I don’t know, and may never get a satisfactory answer. But I often wonder how cool it would be, if a girl gets to tell you how much she would want you to date her if she has a crush on you. I bet it is easy for them to say no, they are not interested, and easy for a guy to say he is interested than they would confess to a guy they are tripping for him. Ladies out there why?

And sometimes I wonder why girls give innoccent excusses without reasons…Well I may never know… Just saying… just giving my opinion… Though I might sound cynical, but I can’t help being honest if its the only sane thing I have at my disposal. Well I’ll see how my holiday unfolds and how my future gets shaped. To all you out there taking time to go through my silly daily life, thank you all… and please do leave some comments no matter how bizarre… They are very much appreciated and welcomed…

After planning what to for about two weeks I finally did it. I Went to selangor for my one week break, instead of a week I stayed for almost two weeks. The good part was that I met a few of my friends, went to my previous college and ate a lot. The bad part is that i had so much work pilling up to do that i feel restless now. But before my school work contributed its part, I missed my flight and a whole bunch of events took place after that. Lucky enough I was able to make it back to school. While I was in the plane I decided to review my life and fix the part I felt needed fixing. After much consideration I came to a conclusion that I needed to improve my school work and my behavior towards others. At the same time I came to a conclusion that weather its culture right or morally right i want a girlfriend. Some how I have been looking around, and I’m trying as much as possible to avoid a nasty outcome. For now that’s all I can muter, perhaps i will do some more writing soon

For a long time now I haven’t been able to post a proper post. Well Thank God, the long break is over and I’m finally in Uni. I must say, I have never been so excited in my whole life as this time. The mere thought of starting afresh, believing in what is to come and meeting new people has never been so welcomed in my life before. I got to kuching alright, and believe me, its a world apart from the rest of Malaysia. Got nice places and has a chilling effect of a local setting in a modern world. So far so good, I haven’t had problems except that the transport system is not quit impressive, If you are a cab fan, you are most welcome to this part of Malaysia, if you are bus or train fan, you certainly would find kuching not so welcoming. to crown it all, the text books I need for school, is not in kuching, and i have to wait another three months or travel to KL to get it myself. God help…

Today, I had to finish my video. Though now as I’m writing this it’s not complete. I get to meet one of my most avoided enemy. Though I am begging to know now that its just her character. well Frankly I kinda like her because of the way she talks and because she seem impossible. Now that aside some times I kinda f’ see her as an old fellow with old face and some times she looks  pretty (but certainly not pretty enough for me to ask out). Well I hope my plan works by the end of the semester.

Now it may not amaze you as much as it amazes me that things don’t always seem the way they may appear to be. Ok, now assuming you are a boy or a girl and you see this pretty, little delicate fellow (a she) or you are a girl and you see this handsome, charming guy that looks like all you could dream of, what comes to your mind? Is it love at first sight? Or is that, guys you want to see what is under her skirt and beyond? Or is it, girls you want to see how well you can fit into his arms or what is in his pants? Well the obvious answer is that you are looking at that person from what some may call love looking eyes or may be a lustful one. Don’t get me wrong here. There is absolutely nothing wrong with looking at someone lustfully, who knows it may lead to love. Or may be from love to lust or may be in between. Now why I’m bringing up this topic is that lately I have been watching some movies and I’m begging to understand that the idea these movies are trying to build is that you meet this cute guy/girl by mistake, and you have this sudden feeling which you try to deny, and then some how you begging to hang out together, and then you believe you are in love, then comes in little kisses, hugs, doing little things for each other, and then one day you make love (an expression of a building bomb), and then one day you miss him or her, and then one day you finally admit you are in love, and then the ultimate problem self control. That’s Ironic. I hope it happens to me some day. Oh! It may already have happened to me…

Recently I felt bad about a matter that has been troubling my friend. For some time now, an anonymous writter has been posting some naughty comments on her blog and from what I know I think the fellow is insane. Apparently why would someone who cares about someone go about hurting the persons feelings while trying at the same time to spoil what matters to that person. Well I leave to that person who is doing the naughty comment. And oh, I love the the story on Evie Page about a lonely guy